Honesty About One's Self
My husband freely admitted to me that he struggled with his sexuality - he sees homosexuality as a sin. His therapists have told him that his sexual struggles were the result of an over-bearing mother who molested him, a weak male rolemodel in his father, possible sexual assault from a male swimming instructor in his youth. Even though I asked him repeatedly, he said he couldn't see himself being happily partnered with a man. However, I have recently discovered that since before our marriage and even now, he's been unfaithful with me, usually hooking up with men on Facebook. He had create three separate profiles alone between or engagement and after our wedding for this purpose. He particularly likes men in speedos, and I cannot even come close to comparing to the Grecian gods he admires. He swears he wants to change, but I have lost all hope and faith that this is true. The level of deceit have been more than devastating. Should I trust him, or does this sound like a broken record?