Trouble With Sex
My boyfriend of 2 years doesn't seem to care much about my pleasure during sex. I'm sure it's because he doesn't care as much about me as I do about him, but because of this, I feel like a turtle emotionally and don't want to say anything. I rarely finish. In fact, I believe it's only been 3 times, and only when I've started before he was awake and forced myself to continue while riding him. I find it very embarrassing and it makes it worse knowing he's really just not that into it or he'd want more for me. I bought him a vibrating cock ring because one of my friends said he would enjoy it. He does. Apparently I'm supposed to like it too, but it doesn't do much for me. So, I'm back at square one. I want to give up on sex altogether-I can. I was down to about 3 times a year with my ex (trust issues) so I know I can abstain. But I love him and don't want to not do it. Should I keep doing it anyway? It's getting so I hate it. I'm usually the one who initiates it... Thanks.