Masturbation in front of your partner?
My boyfriend would like for me to masturbate in front of him during one of our intimate evenings together. OK, this may sound strange, but I have never masturbated...never had the desire to. Even when I went 4 years without sex in my life. I haven't ever used a sex toy of any kind either. He knows what I have gone through in my life, including the sexual mistreatment I have endured in the past and he has been an awesome, caring,unselfish and loving partner. He has helped me get through the fears I have had when it comes to sex and love. But on this one, I feel lost and nervous. Why is that? He isn't asking me to do something really outrageous..or super kinky...please help me. Thank you.