Im single and I only want to masturbate?
Hi, I'm a single 23 year old guy. I have a problem with masturbation to porn and Ive been doing it since I was 15. Ive had sex before a few times, when I was 18 and with one girl. After she broke up with me I didn't masturbate at all as I was depressed for awhile, but picked it up again.
Ive never had an actual relationship with a girl because Ive had self esteem issues in the past that prevented me from approaching in a romantic way. I used to have bad acne until I was 20 and got it cleared up. Only now, I have unattractive scarring. I'm also not muscular like other guys, so I sort of have body image issues.
Ive masturbated so much that I dont even desire the real thing because porn is so convenient. I feel like such a loser for doing it but I have a sexual need that has to be released or else Ill get frustrated. Im really afraid Ill end up alone the rest of my life. I dont want to go to S.A.A. as I feel it wont work. I would really appreciated any help an expert can give....