I am so turned on by the thought of my boyfriend becoming arouse by other women. Being with other women. Talking about other women. It's gotten to the point where I want to see him with someone else. I want a threesome and I want to sit back and watch. I am so turned on by his pleasure it's unreal. i never would've been able to do this in the past and it wouldn't have turned me on in the past. But for most of a year it's been in my head that I want this. Why would I go from being more of the jealous type who would never share her man, to wanting to see him with another woman? This makes no sense and I feel crazy.